When did I ever want that?

At twenty-one, she had a plan. A new city. A new job. A fresh start. She was going to make the most of it this time. Become more confident. Try things she'd never tried before. Meet people. Build a life that felt like hers. Five years later, she would find herself standing in a very different place. Older. A little wiser. Maybe a little more tired. And surrounded by possibilities she once thought she wanted. Only now, she couldn't understand why she ever wanted them in the first place. When did I ever want that?